Hi and welcome to my first ever blog....it's a funny word isn't it...blog...i'm basically going to use this as my online diary - if nobody else reads it then that's fine, at least I can use it to look back on ...laugh...cry.... maybe learn from my mistakes!!! Then again, part of me believes that you should never regret what happens in your life as everything that happens makes you the person you are today - the bad things included! So take the rough with the smooth, put it all down to experience and learn from it....
Yeah that's all very good and well apart from when you're in the middle of it and all you wanna do is hit the wine bottle and have that bar of chocolate you've denied yourself all week!
I mean,WHAT is it that men want???!!!!! What exactly??? I mean apart from the obvious .... AND by the way it isn't just men that want THAT all the time either.... i've been called a Nymphomaniac by 2 previous boyfriends.... as if it was a problem or sumthing!!! Is it???!!! WOULD a guy be unhappy with a girlfriend who wanted to get jiggy at every opportunity??
I'm in my thirties and I still don't get men...maybe I never will.... Let me describe myself a bit for you...
Dizzy is my middle name! ha ha yep, that's me.I've got long blonde hair, blue eyes, an average figure (ie not fat but not kate moss either!)... have been told i'm stunning, I love having a laugh and a giggle, have millions of good friends, am loving, loyal, affectionate, honest, warm and loveable. So WHY am I still single???!!!!! Huh???!!!! Men..!!!!
Take this last boyfriend I decided to date, to give it a try.... he tells me he wants me to be his "partner" and then when I text him that i'm missing him, he says its too heavy...!!!... then he states that although i'm great, the sex is great, the cuddles are great...blah blah blah.... he could see us being together for a long time but not forever .. and thats what he wants.... sorry if he's mucked me about...
MUCKED ME ABOUT???!!! talk about confusing a girl!!!!
I find myself gutted, I feel made a fool of for letting myself believe him when he fed me all what must have been lies about the nice things he had said to me....
see fellas..... you go and do this to a girl...then wonder why we are the way we are.
Help!!! Tips gratefully received!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Right i'm logging off now....
Ta ta for now xxxxxxx
