Well last night I bumped into my FB....we never let on to anyone else, our mutual friends etc, that we are FB's... that we have a "kind of" relationship.... it just seems to mutually work for us both - I don't think either of us want a proper relationship..... I was therefore a little surprised when, in front of our friends, his hand would rest on my bum and he would lean in close to me and leave little kisses on my neck.... it was a pleasant suprise mind... but i'm still not under any illusions... he was making it clear to me that he wanted us to have a session later.... but I had work to go to today, he lives in another town nearby and so it wasn't going to happen, even though I would have liked it to. Still, I did wink at him and ask him what he's up to wednesday!.... ha ha ha .... we'll see..... I wonder if Wednesday will be FB night....
In the meantime I've got an ex b/f keep texting me serious relationship questions...what would I do about this... would I move and relocate... questions about the future.... i've told him yes I would relocate etc ... now i'm not so sure... isn't this, after all, what happened previously and what in the end made me finish it? Cos I was doing all the giving.... giving up my place, moving from my friends and many other things... if this is meant to be then i've decided it HAS to be different from last time. We will see what happens...watch this space....!!
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